Is anybody ever really listening? Sometimes you hurt for absolutely no reason at all, and it's the worst. And you know that you need to change your life when the person you love and have been with for a year and a half looks at you and says, "Do you really love me or are you just comfortable with us?" I turned around and looked at him, "of course I love you, Russell. What more do you want me to do to prove that?"
Deep inside of me I automatically felt a sting. Sometimes I don't know the person I've become- all I know is that it's someone I've never wanted to be, but I feel trapped almost. I feel like this is it, this is as good as life will ever get.
Is it enough? I know I have the tendency to overreact and make things into a big deal, but when there is an ache in you that you can't get rid of and you feel like there is a huge hole in your heart, all you can do is keep searching until you figure out what's missing. There's gotta be something out there that can fill this.
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